Crystal

That Feeling.

2010-02-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

Funny how things turn out this way.
The way time passes without a care,
Everything that has happened is just an event.

This year is a different new year.

The only celebrated visitation is to my friend's house.

and they say cny is a time for reconcilation...

i beg to differ.

Ponder

2009-11-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

Trying not to think about it.
I know what's my greatest regret.
Letting fear overcome me.
Losing my sense of purpose.
Stripped of the confidence.

The route to nowhere.
A journey to nothingness.
That eerie feel.
The sense of loneliness.

Love the song 'Almost lover' by A Fine Frenzy.
Can't stop listening to it.

I wished that every action i have with u were in slow motion.
Even if it was a heartache
or an outburst.

The emotional attachment.
Not just on shallow waters.

My sister's keeper

2009-11-04T11:07:00.002+08:00

Watched "My Sister's Keeper" with Joce Yesterday at Orchard Cine. We planned to watch this quite a while back, ever since we heard that they were making this movie. Of course we read the book. I like Jodi Picoult books...it's really triggers the emotion inside. It evolves around life, death, love...etc. The movie was quite good but i still prefer reading the book.

Heart-warming story. Didn't cry at the end :P haha... we heard some girls crying though.

Can't wait for 2012!!! ^^^^^^

Coffeeclub

2009-09-26T23:46:00.001+08:00

Had a great time with parents this Sat at IMM...it's been such a long time since i last went there-- the basement has changed quite abit with more eateries and retail outlets. We had our supper at Coffeeclub at the basement.
I had the hazelnut cappocino, the stirrer is in the form of a cinnamon stick! I thought it was a wafer at first...until i realised i cant munch on it...i love this drink cos its aromatic and full of flavor!! Costs $6++ i think...

Mum ordered the fried calamari rings.It's quite tasty but the best i've tried is at WhiteDog located in Vivocity :) Didn't take much cos i wanted to attack this....

Chocolate Cake!! With some ice cream and wafer. Very sweet and sinful but after eating that and drinking coffee....feel super high haha.. like nothing else matters...

So i was thinking... maybe i should eat chocolate and drink coffee everyday??

New Creation~

2009-09-22T13:32:00.008+08:00

Went to the New Creation Church at Suntec with Ryan On Sunday. I've always wanted to go there...and i was'nt disappointed! The message given by Pastor Prince really spoke to me. Ryan also shared with me lots of good things that happened(: Thanks for getting up early for the tickets in...if not, we'd probably have to go to the convention centre to watch through the screen. There's just so many people!!!

PS: I'm glad God has changed and helped you through the past year. Can't believe it's the first time meeting you since poly ;p

Dear and I went to the Food Fair at Suntec Yesterday. It was the last day of the World Food Fair and its also a public holiday due to Hari Raya!(: But before that, we watched Inglourious Basterds at EngWah... another M18 show. It's quite gory due to the violence. The worse was the self-made Hitler sign tattoo..eeew.. but overall the movie was nicely acted. Usually War movies are really really boring but this one is entertaining despite it being 2.5hrs long.

Enjoyed our time at the Food Fair... We tried takoyaki(Yum), jap omelette(Yum), rojak(Yum), duck mantou (Chewy...), fish maw soup (the stall above; really yummy and cheap!), Pie Kia Black pepper chicken (yum), Waffle hotdog (YUM.my first time trying lol. Something also happened which made me embarassed harhar.), forgot what else le...

Anyway, we went out full and satisfied but incredibly stinky! Yuck! BBQ smell all over our clothes >< Bought some mochi back home too (:

I'm really disappointed at myself...
That day, that moment, those actions.
I think it was the first time i broke down in front of someone.
It was just too much to handle after receiving those words.
Imagine how bad it would have been if it was spoken directly to me.
I'm glad it's over-
I've never felt closer.

Express Pedicure~

2009-09-22T10:17:00.008+08:00

Went with Joce to bugis last Thursday...it's been awhile since we last met! We decided to have our lunch at Seafood Harvest, a joint of Jack's Place which specialises in seafood located on the 2nd floor. Our decision was mainly due to the set lunch that they had then consisting of a main dish+Soup of the Day+Desser+ Coffee/Tea for only $9.80 (: Good Deal.

Woops...didn't take pictures of Soup of the Day but it was delicious!! It's cream of asparagus with scallop i think...Anyway, it was served with Garlic bread, which was'nt crispy enough for my liking :P

Main Dish-> We both chose grilled fish topped with mushroom sauce served with a side of vege instead of risotto, which is baked rice with vegetables. I never like to order bake rice, pasta, or pizza unless i have the time because they take awfully long!

The Grilled fish was a little salty while the mushroom sauce bland. We overheard feedback from the customer next to us that the sauce tasted like candle(wax). That bad meh?? It's a mild subtle taste mah. haha.

Loved the Dessert accompanied by our Tea! The cake is Coffee flavored! YUM..! Good thing i chose Tea instead otherwise it'll be a overdose of Coffee!! x.x

After lunch we headed to Bugis Street to shop around... Got some earrings and skirts(: Later on we tried the express Pedicure on the Second level, first time i tried. We should have gone for the classic pedicure...it's abit ex so..next time!! Must try the french manicure one day too^^

Our done toenails...all pink... seriously could've done them ourselves... LOL. Just buy the nail polish and the topcoat hahaha.

On the way home we met Norean and Chalene... so qiao haha. They were going to watch 'The ugly truth'! I wanna watch it

:( Wonder how it was...

Feel bloated.

2009-09-19T01:07:00.003+08:00

Feel bloated.

With fear.Worry.Angst.

But yet there is this outburst of joy.comfort.security.

So contradicting. But all these are mixed together...allowing confused emotions.

Why can i never stop myself from dwelling in them?

Eyes that can only look away in defeat.

A numbing sensation just spreads throughout my body, in its effort to wake it.

Sometimes it seems like i should just give up everything...

...and be left with nothing?

Tired.

Tired of carrying this weight on my shoulders.

It's like the heart being a Timed bomb.

Slowly counting down to its destruction.

The Lies...

Blood Ties

2009-09-13T00:50:00.004+08:00

Blood Ties

This movie was given an M18 rating for a good reason. The violence.

It's about seeking revenge straight up. It's not scary but the story itself has good content. It draws me in... so much so that we all want the murderers to be brutally mutilated as well. If you've watched it.. you'd understand.

..and its a local movie! Was suprised haha..the girl really acted well. The story starts from the beginning where this cop was undercover trying to bust an illigeal syndicate but was found out and tailed him home. His wife was the first to be held hostage while he was in the room with the Girl and signalled for her to hide. Of course, he was beaten up... not only that, he watched his wife stabbed, slashed, raped and shot to death. (Eek). Atlas, he was given a gunshot to the head. His spirit was not rested after this suffering therefore he came back into the body of the girl, being the sole witness. Thereafter, she began her killing spree...each who were involved were killed off one by one.

The story was quite sad too... they even played the famous carpenter song "Why do birds suddenly appear" That song really makes it look more tragic, showing memories from when both husband and wife were together before death... nice movie (:

See all these toys! They were won from the machine!! hee...was so happy!! they're so cute!!! *HUG* Thank you^^

Visit to the Zoo

2009-09-10T15:46:00.002+08:00

Visit to the Zoo

Went there yesterday and i'm glad that it wasn't raining one bit. It's been almost a year since we went there together and some parts has changed...

AhMeng Kopi and resturant for instance, has been established in memory of the Orang Utan: AHMeng. We had our lunch at the KFC there and also took the chicken floss toast from the cafe. They're yummy(:

Uploaded the pictures onto facebook today. And yes- there are pictures of us together(:
September is already here...soo fast!

I want to watch phobia2...! Waiting for it... haha.. it's going to scare the shit out of me...lol. -likes.

I don't get why my views are different from my family.
It just isn't.
No matter how much i agree, deep down its a downright lie.

funny.

A special bear

2009-08-19T13:23:00.003+08:00

The 7-eleven bear was given sometime back but i decided to pose it with the Kalm's bear. That bear is really special to me... it was won by playing the toy dispenser machine :) So lucky! Nothing beats receiving things that someone has won for u! ^^

Epl is back.. can Man U do without Tevez and Ronaldo? Can the team still strive with Valencia and Owen's (-_-) help? Well- just wait and see... there's alot of ManU fans out there still rooting despite the missing talents...
Personally, Among the top four big teams i really prefer MU and Chelsea.... but sad to say MU has let me down many times...

The papers these days have been reporting about unfilial children and how the old is left uncared for and alone. We can't say for sure how true they are, sometimes the journalists just twist the stories, making it look worse than it was.

Last Sunday i had an interesting chat with Uncle.
Yes.
There are some things which i forgive...but can never forget. Why? Cos those memories could have made me what i am today, for which i cannot say.
Just like regrets... i tend to look back...
thinking...
if i had chosen the alternative?
What if...?

But then i close my eyes...

Those tears quickly disappear whenever im there.
Happiness tend to overcome the sadness within.

Purpose in life.

2009-08-10T22:52:00.003+08:00

Purpose in Life

Do you know why some people can live till a ripe old age (w/o unatural deaths)...?

1. They had a purpose in life
2. They were living for others, and not themselves

not to mention health too...

but the main thing is- have you found your purpose yet?
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Watched Singapore Idol after the NDP parade last night. The talented ones i'm sure were much better than the previous batch. I got super pissed when one plump girl (OMG she's 17!) said she got her dressing style from Avril Lavigne...>

I'm so grossed out.

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The movie "UP" was not bad. It was the graphics that really drew my attention, not too much on the storyline. The beginning though, was a little sad...the lifestory of the old man. The boy scout was annoyingly cute too. I'm not really sure why, but my interest for animated movies seem to decrease the more i watch them.

Gonna catch "WHere got ghost?" soon.. it's a must-watch local movie. Why? Cos it's stupid and makes me laugh.
Duno abt the horror part though...

A whirlwind of thoughts

2009-07-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

A whirlwind of thoughts
Today was my last day at internship in IE Singapore(Bugis Junction). It felt so wierd. Everything from the moment i step into the lift i keep reminding myself that it's the last time... It's great to finally end this. Took crazy photos mostly at the 10th floor advisory centre. We posed like mad hahaha... which i would compile and upload them in Facebook(: I would so miss waking up every morning at 6:30am... (YA, right!)

It all seem to pass so fast. The good and the bad. 2 other temps also had their last day together with me since they were going to start school in NUS the week after. So many crappy and fun things i learnt there haha. It's just really...different. I came in as a stranger, probably the youngest of the lot- and somehow got along with them. It's interesting to hear their stories and views on certain subjects. The object i would miss most...the COFFEE machine!! It's terribly noisy but it makes great instant drinks!! haha.

...Time to do the report writing which is due next friday, not forgetting also a certain document i've to email mi supv...

Blur. My mind's blanking. Why do i always keep what i feel inside?
oh i know the answer.
So i can't hurt no one else but me.

how tormenting.

22nd July

2009-07-25T13:26:00.005+08:00

22nd July

Went to MOF (Ministry of Food) for dinner :) Really really like the ramen there! It's because of the broth which tastes sweet and flavourful. The best would be the dessert-- the images of the various kinds of Japanese sweets really makes one wonder which to choose.

But desserts can never be as sweet as the company u're with.

There's a week left till the end of SIP...
I've given the appraisal form to Supervisor on tues and suprisingly he gave it back to me in under 20mins! No sealed envelope!

Went to have our last meal with our colleague, Stanley, before he went for reservist. Headed to the fish market Manhattan at Illuma, all 11 of us... to me its like a duplicate of fish & co. haha.. we ordered 4 different platters to be shared. I really liked the prawn :)

No pictures...but there will be on our last day (:

*Fingers crossed* Waiting anxiously for 9th August Today Paper...

2009-07-20T22:40:00.003+08:00

11th July (SAT)

Happened to come across a crowded gathering at Heeren (11thJuly). Apprently there were waiting for Dong Liang (In pic) to appear and sing. I know him by the show starring Cyndi wang, other than that well-- ..... His English name is Nicholas Teo i think. His songs are quite nice(:

Didn't stay long there though, (WHAT FOR.) went another place... took neoprint!! the last time we took was about a year ago! haha...it looks sweet!

19th July

Went Tampines one yesterday! Booked Harry Potter 3:45pm at tm before the good seats were out. Walking aroung tamp1, watched the artist who painted portraits in 4-5mins. Really neat work.I couldn't guess who the guy was in the picture at first! haha...

Word of caution to those who have yet to watch Harry Potter...

Really should'nt expect alot. haha.

The silent heartbeat of a weary heart.

.... ..... ....

how long will it last?

....do you not realize...?

Don't be sorry when that time comes.

I hate regrets.

July 4th.

2009-07-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

July 4th.

Another music icon died this week. MJ. Came as a shock to the people around the world... 50 isn't an old age. With all the consistent use of drugs pumped into him, his body tried its best to survive. I wonder if he mentally didn't have the willpower to live anymore...
The mind itself is a powerful tool.
In the end, he died because of his own doing.

Today dropped by Bedok for dinner. The carrot cake (black) from the coffeeshop near interchange is really delicious and sinful but sometimes things are meant to be enjoyed and shared :) There's this ban mian stall at another coffeeshop past MrBean which has really nice broth and it really brought back memories. haha...
It's quite hard to forget though. I wonder... ...
I should stop right there. yep.

Headed to church thereafter. I like Pastor Rony's messages. It always fills me up spiritually. I may feel tired and weak as a whole but a filled-spirit helps me through the day... so happy we finally went on time and sat upstairs haha, otherwise it was always at the basement. The Niwa sushi next to the bubbletea shop has really nice sushi going at an offer of 'buy3 get 1 free'. It's not bad, definitely better than the Bedok one.

I need a hug...
Just want to be comforted.
Make that many many hugs...

Goodbye Uncle..

2009-06-23T22:06:00.004+08:00

Goodbye Uncle..

Yesterday was Uncle Snow's last day at IE Singapore. Him leaving would have a larger impact on me cos he sits directly in front of me :P Everyday crapping around hahaha..

Talking about this and that. Annoying each other. haha.

I would surely miss that.

Now my desk consists of only me- With the new girl coming in tml. I know it won't be the same. Well, life goes on. I really wish the old man the best in his new place-- perhaps one day we will cross paths? haha. Maybe i can work under him! haha. =p

So as a final gift, i bought him Cadbury Chocs from Coca Trees... I received TimTams from him! :) haha. The other temp colleagues gave him a parting gift as well- really hilarious, an empty box filled with shredded paper with our notes attached to items inside. hehe. Uncle brought his camera he got from IT fair and took photos and Videos! Waiting for him to send it over FB^^

Today i did something i thought would never do.

I said what i said cos i wanted to be free.

It felt alot better.

Sometimes i wish someone closer knew-

but then,

why spare the ~~pain~~trouble?

Don't ask what's on my mind.

I cannot express myself face-to-face.

There's so many things encaged inside,

words that i am unable to speak.

Won't it be better looking at a smile on my face?

.....

drag me to hell

2009-06-16T00:17:00.003+08:00

Drag me to hell

This movie is hilarious!!! And also scary at the same time....

The sudden burst of noise in stone slience never fails to give me a shock of my life.

It's like getting a heart attack over and over again -.-

After a point in time everyone must be thinking...

"Die, u freaking old bitc*!!"

Cos the crazy disgusting and eerie old woman keeps haunting her!
I feel for the Main character though, she was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. She had the chance to pass the curse to her rival but she could'nt bring herself to it.

So..should you watch it? hmm... only if u think old people scares the hell out of u. Haha. And endings are always not a happy ending. LOL.

Father's Day is around the corner-June 21st. This coming Sunday...

:) Can't wait for another special day!

feeling tired

2009-06-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

Went skin clinic today. Took so bloody long to consult the doctor+payment+collecting medicine. Had 1/2 day off, wanted to take full day but mom advised not to since the appointment was at 2pm. Arrgh till 4.30pm! Long!... Hope my face gets better using the cream as advised...clearer, smoother skin! haha..

Anyway, did'nt update since birthday haha.. Had a really nice day watching movie and a great dinner at a nice restuarant(: Thank You all who wished and or gave me gifts! Yummy cake haha Ate it at office:P

Uncle won't be working at IE soon:( Now no one to talk crap with... hai. LOL. All the best to him in his other job... and happy birthday too^^

I've got alot of things to write but no time, gotta do work.... haha some other time(:

feeling tired.

Just do.
so tired of everything....

can't think straight anymore.
Want to steal some time alone.

Away from every problem,
every difficulty,
every mistake,
every negativity

and every tear shed.

I hate being torn into two.
By choosing one side the other is sacrificed.
Dragging a guilty load...
Do u know how heavy it feels?

Happy Birthday...

2009-05-31T23:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday...

A countdown to my turning 19...(:
Do i get 19 wishes?
I'd give up a million wishes to make that single wish come true.
It's not a selfish one.
I assure you.

So Goodbye to being 18.
The past year had lots of ups and downs.
One of the more emotional moments i've ever felt.
Nonetheless it also brought be the happiest ones.
Thank u.

Realise

2009-05-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

Realise

Today someone made me realize another point about myself.
It makes me feel frustrated, but thats the way i am.

Why isit that i absolutely agree with everything they say
but in my heart i just don't?

Do you know why?

Cos within rules a rebellious ego. One which hates following and doing what's right.
Tired of being a follower. It wants its own freedom.

All this pressure from different sides are'nt helping at all.
I need a long long walk.
Otherwise i'd drown in grief.
Just for a moment.

I'd be fine in the morning.
I've got other things to distract me.

Coldplay

2009-05-23T13:48:00.002+08:00

Coldplay

I like their songs.
It makes me feel calm and peaceful.
My tear ducts are sensitive to their tunes.
Don't let me hear them when i'm alone.

Cause you'd only see deep emotions pouring out.
From within.

Where the votes?

2009-05-21T19:47:00.002+08:00

I'm unimpressed...

Adam is Second. Kris the Underdog of the century! The boy-next-door won against the eye liner... Oh well, America tend to be so wrong. I mean, looking back at previous AMI, most favourites got in second! Esp Katherine McPhee and Clay Aiken.

Ok. ENough of AMI before i bash someone up.

Very tired nowadays. Wake up at 6:30 everyday.
Oh ya, met a new temp staff on Mon...he shares the same pathetic table i'm on. He's Johnathan's (Colleague) ex-uni mate. And his Baby Boy is so cute! 2mths old only. Now i've got someone to chat with haha. Yea..lost that bet on Adam :( A few other temp staffs leaving soon too... so fast leh.

I'm so happy the weekend's drawing close...
11 days to being 19.
11 days left to be 18.
Alot of things happened turning 18.
Wonder how 19 would be like?

don't forget...

Sad week.

2009-05-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

Sad Week

I don't know if u were conscious enough to realise i was there that day.
Perhaps my presence could be felt instead.
Sorry i could'nt be there on Wed.
It's scary to die.
It's worse to not know if u're headed in the right direction thereafter.

There are so many choices.
What does your heart really say?
As far as it goes my heart is kept hidden.
Only because i know of the consequence, therefore it is necessary.

In order to maintain the smile on my face
and withhold the tears from your eyes...
My thoughts will be kept within.
Until someday when i find that my hands are not tied down--

will i open up to u.

Mothers Day

2009-05-10T11:05:00.001+08:00

Mother's Day

Happy Mother's day :)

Already the 10thMay...how time really flies.

How quickly things come and go.

An uncherished moment may be lost for an eternity.

One can only look back and ponder,

if....

yes, the uncertainty.

Don't let it be a lifetime of regret.

Xmen Wolverine

2009-05-01T23:54:00.002+08:00

Xmen Wolverine.

If u haven't watch it, WHAT are u waiting for???

I now understand alot about wolverine's life...i always thought he was just a hairy guy with a temper. hahaha... looks like he endured betrayals and heartaches too. The effects the producers did with the movie was good, especially the beginning part where they freeze their faces for an instant and their movement continues.

Love the action. Plus some of the funny parts. Wonder if Terminator would be as good? xxxx

Public holiday makes everywhere so packed! Good thing we enjoyed ourselves at MOF.Yum.:)Nice long weekend... and great soccer matches are up. Heart skips everytime there's another supporter wearing the jersey haha..
Just my luck and the lakehouse are showing soon on Ch5, both are nice to watch :)

I hate the swine flu...makes life harder than it already is.
Maybe we should kill all pigs. The most no more pork lor.
ok mah.

Astons!

2009-04-26T23:08:00.003+08:00

Relaxation

Went for 11:15am church today. ALone. Again.
ANyway, went out to Katong area there to play lan game lol. I'm such a noob at warcraft...:P But it certainly felt good conquering :)

For dinner we went Astons Specialties located opp katong mall i think. From 6pm onwards a really long queue will form so must really come earlier...
The pic on the left is the teriyaki chicken, the right is chargrill chicken. It came with 2sides that we can choose from. Can u guess which i took?

Of course the one with the vege la. Both chickens were really tender, but the taste of the teriyaki sauce is nicer :) Best thing is its really cheap at 6.50... i've heard good comments about their steak, but i refrain from eating steak. Got bad experience haha..

Anyway a walk at east coast beach really takes a load off. I only wish it lasted longer.

The humidity is a killer.
Good luck to the next generation if global warming gets worse.
I certainly won't live to experience that outcome.

Only time will tell

2009-04-20T22:40:00.003+08:00

Only time will tell

Don't go before i meet u.

Please.

17 Again

2009-04-19T22:23:00.007+08:00

17 Again

If u're a fan of Zac effron..you'd better not miss this movie. Seriously. Without his charm and charisma i doubt this movie would have survived.

A good thing about the ending is that it isn't a DREAM. Most time travels end up with the person waking up but it doesn't happen here! Lots of laughs and a couple of cringes makes it worth watching..but like all other chick-flicks, would probably rate it a 3.5/5.

Did u see the preview of X-men Wolverine?? OMG. I have to watch it! Out in 2weeks i think. He is sooo cool. Can't wait :)

Took this sculpture at Vivo today cos it looked nice and really stands out with is colourful design.

Tried this unique pizza from bugis basement which uses Jap Rice as its crust and toppings that of a pizza. Hawaiian flavour. It's yummy, though instead of cheese they put mayo. Just something different. Portion was small though.

Watched sleauge live on fri Saf vs super red. haha. Super lucky goal... really lucky. What a letdown for SAF when they are expected to score more goals. It's so different watching live than on tv. The atmosphere is tense.

Here comes another week.
Get ready those cups of coffee...

Patience is virtue.
The definition of the word is to tolerate delay. This implies self control and forebearance as opposed to wanting what we want when we want it.

how many can stand it?

1st week of Internship

2009-04-18T08:00:00.000+08:00

1st week of Internship

So tiring. As in, mentally draining. Imagine staring into the computer the whole day. It's alright if its playing games, thats entertaining... but this is so not. Although it's second Life, i have to think of objects to create and keep those brain juices flowing for ideas. So what do i do? Drink COFFEE lah...they have drink machine so i can take take take. hahaha..ok la, also got water dispenser. I've got my desk but sadly its not in a closed corner so anyone can see what i'm surfing. (of all the sh*t) so no msn or whatever.

People there are really nice. Found out i'm the youngest there though. Made friends with the temp staff there as well :) There's no evil people so far except for the toilet auntie who always talks to herself and flush repeatedly after you've used the cubicle. -.-

The taste of sweetness

2009-04-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

The taste of sweetness

Simple and not over-done.
Uncomplicated and unpretentious.
Just like how our hearts should be.
...or supposed to be.

Updates on intership would be over the weekend :)
Sad thing is- I end at 6.30pm instead of 6pm. Groan.

Was walking past Baleno at Bencoolen and met Shu Jun there!! I remember her as being the first one i made friends with when i worked at the one at Toa payoh (now closed). She has worked so long! Long time nv see her too...chatted awhile and all 3 of us exchanged conversations. haa...quite shocked to hear abt some things they did...i wanted to take a look at those articles but...no...

the only way to forget is to pretend.

and shut your heart out.

The Fast and the Furious

2009-04-11T22:49:00.005+08:00

Fast and Furious 4

One word. HOT. Really action-packed. I guess it's smiliar to initial D, although i didn't watch it but i assume its roughly the same. But i prefer angmoh de, cos the actor and actresses are super hot! I'm not being partial here...BOTH the male and female have great bods. Van diesel with his killer bisceps and cool attitude fits the role perfectly ;)

Watched it at Iluma, guess what...the $6 special ended yesterday :( anything cheap can't last haha...

The theatre was extremely cold...! Perhaps because of the rain... but the seats were comfortable :)

Played at the arcade and finally managed to win this cute white bunny!Hehe Thks so so much!! I have a black one haha... asked the person to change for a cuter one with ribbon ;)

Was having dinner around bugis area and it dwelled upon me that i'd be eating around this area for a few months...thats gd cos there's so many options haha. I hate lunch hour, so many people. ><

Sometimes i don't understand myself.

Maybe that's why you're here to make me feel secure.

I don't know.
But whatever it is,

I'm not letting go.

Call me stuborn and deliarious

but i guess that's what love is.

Tampines1

2009-04-10T23:03:00.003+08:00

Tampines1
Senior passed some books on SecondLife to me...5 total, so heavy! I hope it'll really help me alot for my internship. 2days away...anxious :)

So we went Tampines1 today. Imagine the crowd. Yeah i know. Public holiday; opening of the mall...people there deserved to be squeezed left and right. But i really liked how so many nice shops are situated there, especially outfitters, uniqlo, topshop, bakerzin, secret recipe... OH yeaH, we saw Mark Lee there too! With his wife and cute baby^^ Think he opened the childern shop right on the top level... There's this hair salon also got his face there. I was so blur i did'nt know he was standing beside me as i looked at the poster. haha.
I have to try the Japanese Gourmet town there one day too...it starts with M..(forgot name) but it just opened today at 5pm. So long queue >.>. The plastic food displayed outside was SO realistic and tempting!

Ate at Ajisen tm instead...the best time to take ramen as it just stopped raining. Tried the spicy ramen set. Hot laH. but nice ;) Funny thing that happened as we were at the counter, a little boy with his mum suddenly turned around and held my hand O.O...i was like ????!!!!! LOL. He thought i was his mum! haha. We were laughing... reminds me of when i was young n blurer.

Went Church thereafter and heard their testimony. Good message. Was so packed with people again though.

I can't wait for Adam Lambert to sing again! Insanely good. I want his album. now! haha...

Some things are better left unsaid.

Thats bloody true.

Happy Easter

2009-04-09T23:53:00.003+08:00

Happy Easter

If you've received or seen these tracks yeah, they are from Lighthouse church...the one that i'm currently attending. They've got 2 churches, one at Tampines and Woodlands(new). For as long as i've remembered, this church was the one where i was taught Christianity, got baptized, met many many friends and also met the nicest teacher ever.
Guess everything changed when i joined that company.
Sometimes i wished i had'nt returned... if so, i'd be a totally different person now. Better or worse i'm unsure. But for certain different, due to circumstances.

I'm glad though, that i did. Things happen for a reason. That i believe. A whole lot.

Yup, tml i'm heading for church and Mediacorp actors Rayson and Chen liping will be testifying...;)

Newly opened Iluma with David archuletta..

2009-04-07T23:13:00.005+08:00

Iluma at Bugis

Just got back from Bugis where we went to Iluma, the building beside Bugis street which really stands out due to its exterior decor. You know those honeycomb? Well...it kinda looks like that. I just wanna poke it badly. hahaha.

Didn't know they lasered David's name on the building...it looked really nice in the dark surrounding.

Another reason why i wanted to go bugis was to take a look at the location of the office tower so i wont lose my way...haha.. just to be sure ;)

xxxxx

Meet David.

Horde of fans waiting for him since morning i'd bet. Crazy. But i did feel the adrenaline rush as he came out to meet them and sing. Perhaps it was the screaming of the fans, the atmosphere...or the long wait of finding out what the hoo-ha was about.

Anyway, i didn't take pics but right at the top of Iluma has a really big arcade...and toy machines which i really really wish would let mi win one of them soft toys!! Saw so many at it & some won. There was even one with Ice-cream (ben&jerry cup, cornetto and magnium) that is if only u can grab them.

Watch out for Adam in tomorrow's American Idol! I think the Chris guy is also not bad...

The essence of time.

Internship

2009-04-06T22:12:00.004+08:00

Internship

After our SIP briefing on the guidelines, we were finally directed to our Liasion Officers. Junying and i got Mr Kelvin Lim. I've been allocated to International Enterprise (IE)Singapore, which was my 2nd choice. So... What in the world is that company??

Taken from their website : "International Enterprise (IE) Singapore is the lead agency under the Ministry of Trade and Industry spearheading the development of Singapore's external economic wing. "

Yup, so it is quite recognizable.

Anyway, i only work on Mon-Fri from 9am to 6pm. NO OT yeahh! I'm free on weekends to free my soul!!! haha... pay very little though but at least i've got more free time. 16 weeks of internship... which ends on 31July. Thats really long......guess i can't be absent, even on my birthday. oh well.

If you've ever eaten at MOF (Ministry of Food)... should try the curry cutlet rice or the ramen soup, the broth is...excellent!!

Desire...

Causes us to go astray?

Church invitation

2009-04-04T22:56:00.003+08:00

Shinjuku Incident

Woke up at 11:30+ today, it was a good sleep. I hardly get those nowadays, and i doubt i would in the future.

Anyway, this movie is about illegal immigrants and gang fighting. Betrayal and lots of bloody riots. It's an average film; nothing to boast about when u expect the life of a gang member to have death as the only ending. I'm much more attracted to ang moh movies obviously. I'm really looking forward to fast & furious 4 and 17 again :)

I did something really blur today--which ended up with me being late for church. Took the wrong 293 bus...how'd i suppose to know there are 2 routes??? Guess what, i invited a friend to church today! You know the feeling u get after much delibration on a choice and decide to go with it and ends up ok...yup, thats how i felt. To have someone know more and share the experience i have is what i truly desire. If u only knew my longing for a happy heart n soul.

I would be immensely joyful & elated if
there were a next time.

Shopaholic

2009-04-03T10:37:00.003+08:00

Shopaholic

Watched Confessions of a shopaholic with Junying yesterday at Bugis shaw :) Had the $6 e-coupon that can be used for weekdays before 5pm...

We had lunch at Swensens with the 1-for-1 ala carte promotion; wanted to have ice cream for dessert but didn't have enough time before the show started.

The movie was truly a Girl movie haha. I would categorise it under that. Had a few cringes at some embarassing moments...overall the movie was not that bad, forgettable but with a few laughs here and there.

Iluma, the ugly building next to bugis street is open to the public already but only with afew opened shops so we curiously went in to take a look :P Right at the top level they have a cinema and arcade, one level below is the gourmet area not in business yet but we saw Asian Kitchen, Fish Market, Thai, cafe, yoghurt thingy and more still under construction. I think Iluma has 5levels... o well, Tampines1 is opening next week! Although i'm sure not all the shops inside are fully established...

I was watching http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=13 Chick vs dick starring Kaykay and Paul where they compete various stunts to show who's better at it haha. Entertaining.

Things to Note:
6 April (Mon)- Report to school for intern posting

9 April (Thu)- Unconfirmed but Taufiq invited us for kbox :) Hope SH & Pei can come too!
Not to mention Fast& Furious4 premires...
10 April (Fri)- Good Friday public holiday. Important to go Church.
12 April (Sun)- Easter day...chocolate eggs anyone?

I Pranked 2 parties on April Fool's day! haha. Got many many horns liao ;p

April Fool

2009-04-01T09:00:00.001+08:00

April Fool

I googled April Fool and decided to check what they had to say. Wikipedia mentioned:
The day is marked by the commission of hoaxes and other practical jokes of varying sophistication on friends, family members, enemies, and neighbors, or sending them on fool's errand, the aim of which is to embarrass the gullible.

To me it's just a day of fun and laughter, something to really crack one up with a sigh of relief. haha...I wonder which smart alec created this term. Its like mocking gullible fools out there *cough* think im one of them LoL.

Other than this significance, this date also reminds me of something.
Exactly a year ago...;
After i was almost tricked though sms >.>
Stupid April Fool Joke...
Ain't such a joke anymore though...*sigh*...

; you came into my life.

unborn

2009-03-31T13:19:00.003+08:00

The unborn

Catched the movie "The Unborn" 2Days ago...
It's mainly about exorcism, some demonic spirit trapped within a human wanting to come out and terriorise them. It has a peculiar likeness for twins...
I thought it was more scary then "Coming soon"...haha as their faces were more scary looking and way way ugly. More sudden scares that gave me a fright. I never liked scary movies but somehow the horror images does not dwell within my mind until i can't get to sleep at night; like it did when i was much younger.
Why..? Cos let's face it. It's just a show. Nothing real. Besides that, with God, there isn't anything to fear.

Today is the last episode of "housewife holiday" showing on ch8 at 9pm..i wanna know the ending :))

I know what u think...
I really understand.
I'm risking everything.
Don't think i'm adamant about it.
But do u know something that will never change?
My Faith.
Rest assured.

In all other matters,
I'd guess u'd have to trust mi.
That is,
If u still do.

Looking forward

2009-03-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

Looking forward...

To another lineup of American Idol next week! Co'z i can't wait for another spectacular performace by Adam Lambert... Does'nt watching him melts ur tv screen?? I think my pupils are blurry with facsination. He definitely has the whole package to be THE AI.

These days been watching alot of shows like Gossip Girl, 90210, desperate housewifes etc.. entertaining but it's better not be addicted, it really potrays evil behavior out loud.

I also read the copy of yesterday's Digital Life in the Straits times which shows a number of popular websites one can go to. One that interest me was www.fmylife.com , as ppl anonymously post or confess how crappy their life is. heh.

Today i had something different for dinner. Maggi goreng. First time tried it- basically they use curry maggi mee and fry it with eggs, onion and veg... the flavor of the curry added a nice punch :) yummy..esp with Teh terik hehe. Next time i'm trying their roti prata and indian rojak there... Mom really likes the durian cake kueh that i brought back home for her before so today was her lucky day haha :) If she only knew i was'nt the one intended to get it for her... Anyway, i really hate durian la. Mostly because the taste is overpowering and it stays in the mouth... i can still eat it but u'd see my face change color....

Anyway, Earth day is on This Sat so we've to switch off our electricity for one hour within a certain time, 7:30-8:30pm i think...not very sure but i won't be at home that's for sure... Should be at The Miracle Service at Woodlands Lighthouse yup...

My last sorry.

2009-03-18T11:51:00.003+08:00

My last sorry.

I figured that life is too short to keep things down inside.
Bear with my negative emotions pouring into this blog.
It was never meant to be openly shared, unless one can read between the lines.

It's supposed to relieve myself of stress and views of life.
But there's always a limit to everything.
After all, its a public blog.

I like watching the Housewife Holiday on ch8 at 9pm, it's quite entertaining :) I really can't wait for American Idol tonight-- heh...go Adam... dang. Heard he's gay. So what. I'm still supporting him!

What is your emotional type?

2009-03-18T09:12:00.002+08:00

What is your emotional type?

Lake women:
Still waters run deep. Lake women very rarely show their emotions on the surface. They feel so deeply and so privately, that their emotions usually remain contained. They are often referred to as calm or meditative individuals. They express their feelings with a simple warm smile, or a silence that indicates their sorrow. They are most comfortable showing their feelings when they are alone, or with someone they know intimately. They are not women who repress their feelings, but women who reveal very little of what they feel just naturally. Because they feel so deeply, they are often extremely connected to their environment, and prefer to be out in nature or in retreat centers.

They also make great team players, and excel at sports like golf that require significant concentration and sensing beyond themselves. Lake women are also very empathic, picking up the feelings of others and mirroring them, or taking them on as their own. This is the same way a lake mirrors a flock of geese flying overhead. They receive impressions very easily. Lake women have to learn to build protective boundaries around themselves so they do not absorb the emotions of others.

Take a look at ur emotional type from: http://woman21.blogspot.com/2008/08/whats-your-emotional-type.html

The embrassment...

2009-03-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

Ugh...

I'm still recovering from the Loss of Yesterday's ManU vs Liverpool match.
Agh AGHH!!!
They started off so well, with Ronaldo (woot) scoring a 1-0 penalty...but in the end, they were defeated with a 4-1... I was like..
WHATTTTT!!!!!?????

Noooooooooo.....! ><

Yes, i do like watching matches..but only if the team i support wins!Grr. Maybe it was a sign that i saw so many fans of liverpool walking around bugis with their T-shirt that day; and none of MU.

Ah well, there's loads more hope for them :)

I don't regret. Cos it's worth it.

Who's ur fave contestant?

2009-03-11T20:55:00.004+08:00

Who's ur fave contestant?

A close-up...

ADAM LAMBERT.

WHoo-hoo!..

I hope he IS the next American Idol :))

i heart u

2009-03-06T10:43:00.002+08:00

A picture says a thousand words.
But it can never be compared to one's emotions.

If i don't make a decision soon...
i might develop a split personality.

I'm serious.

it hurts..

2009-03-05T10:52:00.002+08:00

It hurts

I had a bad sleep last night.
It's the worst night i've ever tried sleeping through..
when mucus start to clog up the nose
and i had to breathe through my mouth.
The never-ending tears.
I want it to stop so badly, but it stubornly disobeys me.
I tried not to think.
But it just gets worse.
Even as i'm typing these words...it silently drips from my face...

drip drip drip

just like holding on to a life support.

past memories.

2009-03-03T13:31:00.004+08:00

I was looking though my 120+ posts since i had this blog in 2005.
Gosh-- i forgot i had it that long.

I had'nt bothered archiving it until now...so yeah people can take a look at the ridiculous times i had.
However i do have to make one thing clear, that is i do not blog every aspect of my life. Because.A blog can never be a personal one. Therefore never wash your dirty linen in public.
To me, its just events that took place. Things that i can look back and remember...which is a good thing as i've forgotten alot of past stuff ;P

Very nice set of pens, yeah? Don't look at me i didn't buy them! They were given to me...thank U, now i have a set of coloured pens to get creative ;)

get tgt..

2009-03-02T20:37:00.005+08:00

(From left: Gabriel, me, Jocelin, Norean, Elvina, Glenda, Yutian, Yutian's bf and Edwin)

Our little get together on 27Feb before Gabriel(far left) goes overseas for his 2mth internship. It's been so long since i've hung out with them, and i couldn't last year as i was working. We went to Pasir ris at one of the cafes there...
Really nice to have a gathering after so long ;) Wonder when our ex-secondary get-together would be...

They ordered some of the cocktails such as...

sex on the beach... had a sip... really fruity like punch.
Gabe had wine.. Joce and i shared choco mocktail but it has too much coffee in it :(

Norean had some lime mocktail...that was nice shld have had that! haha..

yupp..had a good time :) I'm looking forward to this Saturday's birthday celebration where mi brother turns 21. The whole family (mom side) has been invited to Cafe Vic at Carlton hotel for a buffet...yup so hope to take loads of pics especially the dessert section which im looking forward to. ^^

So how important is turning 21 to u?
By being an adult-- isit any different?
More responsibilities, more...freedom?

choices?

2009-02-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

Was at Causewaypoint today. Watched abit of the "Don't forget the lyrics" live at the atrium till we got bored and went somewhere else haha. Gurmit, Fiona, Adrian Pang, Tracy Tan was there too...Adrian was so tanned and buffed up; was really surprised by his change...

Anyway, watched "Marley and me". Yep, the dog-lovers show. Quite cute la the show, but as always, i bet the book is much nicer. We had an entertaining audience- a little kid that shouted marley's name in towards the end of the show when they went searching for him -__-. haa. cute kid. ....

Overall its more towards people who love or own dogs...so ya.. ;)

Respect

2009-02-24T13:47:00.002+08:00

How would you feel if someone u've respected so much has made a mistake?
A fatal error-
Does your heart stop?
Would u shed tears?
The mind trying so hard to pretend it isnt real.
The Body shivers in rejection.
u want so much to understand,
to believe,
to help...

But the fear is holding one back,
unable to have the courage to face reality.
There is so little one can do...
when fate is in the court of law.

I'm about to burst into slient sobs
but ive to hold the tears back
coz' its over.
Moving on...

Someday.

New Moon

2009-02-18T22:45:00.006+08:00

New Moon

Im sooo addicted to the twilight series. I've finished reading the 2nd book, new moon and on to the next, Eclipse. My cousin loaned it to mi (thanks!) and even if i'm taking long to read, at least i'm enjoying every detail and word processed in the book.
Their love is intense. The way the author portrays Edward and Bella's deep connection really absorbs mi.
I'm hoping the last book would reveal why Edward can't live without her. How she'd face the dangers that lurked. Whether there's a way to be with Edward forever....

A forbidden love.

Deep intensity.
Why is it so hard to be with someone we love?

Valentine

2009-02-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine.
Thank You.

Benjamin Button

2009-02-09T23:45:00.002+08:00

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

This is a movie about life...
So one would expect the ups and downs, the sadness and grief, as well as happiness and joy.
In this case, it is shown as a man born old, and as the years passes, he physically grows younger as his mental age increases.

It is somewhat a sad story. But the author has an interesting way of portraying life. The movie was really long though-- 2h45mins... one can imagine sitting in the chair staring into the wide screen for that long X.X. The last time i did that was watching Lord Of The Rings.

Should one watch it? Well- if u like slow moving and inspiring stories... and if u'd like to see Brad Pitt as young as ever( Amazing )...this is definitely the show.

Watching this made mi think about what we will all go through...

the same ending.

2009-02-05T23:00:00.002+08:00

Innocence...
This shot screams innocence from every angle...
Naive and carefree;
A smile that lifts any anxieties off your shoulders...
The eyes that reflect pureness and hope.

Till he meets
the different faces of the world.

A little bit of pain

2009-02-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

A little bit of pain

...to ease a broken heart.

This may be a short message, but wherever U are i sincerely hope that what happens next would not deem the end of the path.
I am shocked...but i know for a fact that everyone makes mistakes. My mind has accepted that truth. ..but my heart has not.

I don't know what to say...and there's nothing i can do.
But i however, can promise one thing- that i'll keep praying.
Praying that u're OK.
Praying that u'd get through life despite this letdown.
Yup.
I must correct myself. It's the only thing anyone can do.

Someday.
I know she'll come back to you.

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-25T19:31:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year

A tradition.
A get-together.
No matter the indifference.

War

2009-01-15T10:00:00.003+08:00

I recently watched Red Cliff2. I'm not a huge fan of war stories but i found this movie nice. I think it's because of the characters; how they used their wit and strategies to defeat CaoCao, with only a small army against a huge one.

Although its a 2.5hr show, its not boring at all...just have to tolerate a sore bottom. Didn't watch RedCliff 1 but still, its a good show... esp when takeshi looks SO gd in that outfit.heh.

Watched American Idol last night... Season 9 isit? Anyway, going to watch the 2nd audition again tonight... really gd entertainment- laughing at those that sound so INCREDULOUS. Takes ur mind of any pressure. My fave yesterday was that nervous guy in black and white tshirt with black hair...he sang with such a unique voice! As in, its so awkward its funny...!So different from when he talks normally.

Tonite is going to be hilarious too i'm sure... Hope no more bikini girls; though i thought that she sang quite alright.

Cold

Why does the night always pass so quickly.

2009-01-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

I do think about alot of things before i go to bed.
Things that happened, things that would happen, and things that i fear would happen.
Anyway, CNY is coming so better to think of brighter things.
I like cny. yay.

Why does the night always pass so quickly.

It's such a waste when half the night is gone by sleeping.

I wish i could lie on an empty field facing upwards into the sky...

While millions of glittering stars cover the entire horizon.

There would be no need to talk or ponder,

a silent secret kept just between us both.

Close to You

2009-01-03T23:51:00.002+08:00

Close to You- Carpenters.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Everytime you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls (boys) in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls (boys) in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.

Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.

i love this song

Summary of 2008

2009-01-02T08:00:00.000+08:00

Summary of 2008

I know its retarded writing this when it's already past the new year..but hey, CNY hasn't past ;p
Just want to remember special somethings that i did in 2008...
And special somethings always includes First-times...

1st time going Karoke- something i'd never imagine doing before- and already went there a couple of times.
Celebrating the Countdown with friends- my parents allowed- and reached home around 3am. wicked.
Events that happened while working at Baleno- the happy & sad- experiences that are now apart of mi.
Got a sony bravia HDTV with its superior quality.
1st time went to a pub to watch soccer- the team i supported lost- grrreat.
Went to AIDs Concert at Ford Canning Park special guest Step.Sun
1st time had a ride in a Mercendes Bentz- and didn't even know!- super-rich fella la. The only thing i remembered was the cute piggy cushion in the car.
I ate Happy Meal not because of the toy- its because i was happy- haha.
Got my face smashed into a cake- my dirty face seen only by afew people- enjoyed it alot though. It was fun.
I spoke Chinese in a sentence. haha. At least it improved from nothing to something lol. Sounds quite retarded at times so i'll just stick to English please.

Wonder how my 2009 would be like?
I do predict...that something really really bad would happen.
But it's only for my heart to hear.
A great torment.
A struggle to differentiate.
A quiet whimper.

When everything's a secret,
there's no one to confide in.

no one that undertands.

Happy 2009

2009-01-01T16:15:00.002+08:00

Happy 2009

3,2,1... and cheers erupted.
Smiles & laughter spread across everyone's faces, the atmosphere was fun and Jolly.
Cups were raised with spray-cans bursting in every direction.
Text messages flooding the line.
Friendly hugs and happy memories.
A celebritive mood to welcome the New Year.

I hope i won't change...

into becoming someone i'm not.

New Year Wishes..

2008-12-30T18:00:00.005+08:00

New Year Wishes..

I'm so Glad our ERM Presentation is Over..! I'm left with:

MAF project due 5Jan

HTM project due 5Jan
DM project due 2Feb
MAF & HTM presentations!

Had a really nice Christmas Day celebration :) Received presents and enjoyed great company and food!

Ok, Firstly, I'm not OBSESSED with the actor that played Edward in twilight. But i have to admit- it's a really nice couple shot that suits the role. I watched the movie online with mi cousin (heheh) and found it quite alright. I've yet to finish reading the book.
Yep, but i only have the 1st bk since having gotten it as a gift from my mom's bbq office gathering. I was dragged into it. haa. Luckily Tricia was there :) Otherwise i'd be talking to complete strangers who are 8yrs senior and all obtained a PHD or MASTERS or whatever high qualifications u can think of. So intellectual. If i'd come alone i'd felt abit out of place.

I just want to wish all peeps out there a Blessed 2009! haha..cos i'd be out the whole day tml ;p

My New Year Resolution??

Pray more, live more...

ABove all, cherish those around us always :)

hurt less, cry less, contemplate less, argue less...

Don't forgot mi pets! Yeah, they are STILL alive. haha. ALthough i do neglect them :P But i do "pop" by sometimes... heh.

Do do have two sides of yourself..?
One that wants to have fun and break out of the shell,

....and the other that just finds contentment in solitude...?

HoHoHo...

2008-12-24T10:34:00.004+08:00

HoHoHo...

Merry Christmas everyone!

Sprayed on our balcony door...giving it a Christmas 'feel'. (A few more days & its time to wipe it off)

Haven't been updating much hahaha...

Anyway, i'm happy to annouce that our new Sony Bravia 40' HDTV is going to arrive today! Christmas eve...enuff said i'm going to spend more time then i already am watching tv. :P

I might post a picture of it later when i'm free.

Went to tm yesterday... Aiyo... another COTTON ON emerged beside charles and keith on the 2nd Floor. It was SUPER packed since it had dirt-cheap sales. I was like 0.O... no way i'd ever squeeze myself in, i really HATE being bumped at or being butt-to-butt close. Yuck.Like,(don't touch mi!)

These few days been going out alot having really nice meals :) Esp tml where we're heading to Changi Meridian Hotel having a buffet at Saltwater Cafe. Been there before at mi parent's anniversary...its yummy! I think its abt 40+ per head.

Sunday we went to fish & co. for dinner...it was the first time i tried the seafood platter for two i think.. haha...portion was huge!

Ingredients included fried calamari, fries, grilled fish, prawns, 6 mussels and rice(below prawns). I tasted the mussels and...(ure right) i don't like them. It's an acquired taste, just like sashimi...

Aniway, happy holidays too everyone! Remember can eat & drink alot but exercise oso lah! Most impt is the company...no use enjoying...alone.

I discovered that i like ballets.

Love listening to live bands at lounges.

I think they're cool.

Waves of freedom

2008-12-06T14:15:00.002+08:00

I love this place.

it screams freedom

LoveAmp

2008-11-30T14:51:00.012+08:00

LoveAmp
Attended the Love Amplified concert held at Fort Canning Park last Night! Aim of the whole gig was actually to promote the understanding and prevention of HIV/AIDS, but we're all aware of that lo..so we jus came to see the stars!

Hady Mirza...yes, we forgive u for ur lame joke haha..

Stephanie Sun...and the crowd goes mad...

The Finale...all came together...ended around 10:45pm

Ang moh preacher

2008-11-23T22:33:00.003+08:00

Ang moh preacher

Today's message in Church was pretty interactive. He can really bring the house down...it didn't really suit my style although i did feel a stir within me. What i remembered was:
Patience= Cheerful Endurance.
Not just waiting with a dissatisfied attitude, but with Faith.
He kept making us repeat rejoice, believe and receive Jesus...well, it worked in making mi remember.
Honestly, Even how much i don't really feel like attending church, somehow after i've stepped into the service, a peace and freedom is dwelled within me which i cannot let go of. To me, i don't have to think about anything except the joy & feel the presence... that is, until my thoughts start to drift.

Anyway, went to Vivo yesterday and took pictures of the beautiful Xmas tree...plus, also watched Quantium of Solace. It's not bad- packed full of action and swift moves. Tried Pizza Hut's thin crust pizza (hawaiian)...a word of caution-- Don't try it again! Unless u don't mind tough crust :/

Here are the pics...should take a look there first hand..its really pretty...

Hehe...Cute bearbear from 7-eleven! "hohoho!" :D

Do you ever get tired...

fighting your own thoughts?

Sparkles

2008-11-17T20:14:00.003+08:00

Sparkles

Sat in the car on Sun as mi dad drove thru orchard. The decorations were really dazzling. Its beauty reflecting in our eyes...
There were so many people taking photographs, one after another, crowded around the display of christmas trees and bright lights.
I want to be where they were. Outside. Enjoying each other's company. Laughing like Christmas is tomorrow.
I don't want to look thru the window and watch other people's happiness.
It makes my heart dry.

I love Christmas. It's the only holiday i'll ever like.
Cos its the only one that has meaning.

Deep in thought.

2008-10-27T23:30:00.003+08:00

Deep in thought.

Sometimes i really rather be left alone than to face the world.
I've learnt that an opinion can be tossed aside & left unregarded.
Or else risk everything and regret those actions done...
Just one thing, swallow those words and never let them escape.
Even if it means caging them in one's heart.
I'd rather a weak heart instead of my world turning darker.
One cannot imagine the fear dwelled within me-
The constant pain that lingers in my head...

Just someone to put a smile on my heavy heart
Lifting that load of burden from my tearing eyes
A simple touch of kindness and warmth
An embrace that takes the weight off ur shoulders
And replaces them with laughter and joy

CDS

2008-10-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

CDS

Lucky i realised i had 2 cds so i chose to drop public speaking at all cost!
Having Fundamentals of hospitality and tourism business was so much better and interesting! phew...
I had the cds tutorial today, it was pretty much abt introducing ourselves and the overview of the subject. If i'm not wrong, half the class is in Yr1... there's a guy who is in Yr3 though. o.o .
Anyway, Joseph, who is mi classmate, is also in the same cds class as i am.

Sign..due to the deepavali holiday, tmr there's 2 make up classes from 2-6pm.
G-g-g-reat.
At least Mon's a holiday.

miracles do happen. Just pray.

haircut

2008-10-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

i had a haircut this morning...!
Looks very..._____
When was the last time i kept fringe?? Pri sch?? haha...=__=
I wonder wat ur reaction wld b. LOL.
Anyway, school's starting this Mon.1st week no tut/labs except for commskill and CDS..speaking of which; the CDS i got to is...
is....
is...
is..
PUBLIC SPEAKING
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>_<
>__<
x____x

ha.ha.ha...*laughs weakly*
Tues & Fri is my fav time of the wk since it ends early, moreover....

I love animals!

2008-10-17T20:44:00.011+08:00

I love animals!

Went to the S'pore Zoo on Wed, 15thOct... Mom had this free pass that admits four ppl, taken from her office hehe. So cool! Otherwise the ticket would be 22per pax. It rained when we got there, so we had lunch while waiting...pizzas ;) Although the ground was really wet, at least we managed to view the animals! It has been SO long since i've been there, (bet u guys too ;p) haha..
Unfortunately, the camera batt went out 3/4 way...:( so only some pics were taken..

The parrots were really big!From a far they looked fake but don't be fooled...

Thats the cute polar bear...cute...and really huge, with an avg height of 3m...o.o

Had pics like kangeroos, hippos, giraffes plus a few more but really, the main thing is the video of this penguin...the only one that stuck out, it kept following the tissue like its food! Hehe. WOrtH the memory lol.

Well wishes

2008-10-11T14:55:00.007+08:00

Well wishes

Went to Suntec on 9October and as evening dawned the fountain of wealth with its splendid laser show came alive :D The feeling was awesome, backed together with music haha...i could stay there forever..but i have a curfew :(

We decided to go into the fountain! hehe.. walk 3 rounds with ur right arm outstretched towards the fountain and sliently make a wish***
Its super special ;)

Last night we went back Baleno and they were packing up with the warehouse there & all...they're finally closed. So long... whenever i walk past there i wld remember... but i should forget; and make way for happier memories..:)

Luv going to east coast beach to watch the sunset...as one walks along the fine sandy beach, with the small waves splashed across one's feet, not to forget the strong winds blowing against...the feeling as if nothing else mattered-

Just u, mi & a feeling of bliss.

F1 on Sunday

2008-09-30T13:36:00.011+08:00

F1 on Sunday

Here are some pics & video abt the view we had on Sun as promised :)

Our family plus relatives went to the 21st floor of mi mum's office building(Raffles City Tower) to catch a great view of the F1 race...Nice get together with the screen to look at as well :) Being at that moment and experiencing the sights and sounds was so much more exciting than watching tv at home haha. Esp when we could hear the gears of the F1 cars..Vrooom!

As the Night falls....

Before heading up to "chope" our seats on the 21st floor, we had a drink at Spinelli and some pastry..

hoho...Latte...& choco twist

Cousin Tricia & i, with the picture taken just outside the cafe :))

We had to get our hands on the donuts from donut factory! No queue at all...compared to the craz last time :0

F1

2008-09-29T11:23:00.001+08:00

F1

oh yea..incredible view i had yesterday at mi mum's office @ raffles city tower! Updates with pictures & more details tmr..cos not free today haha.

Mirrors

2008-09-23T15:08:00.003+08:00

Mirrors

Feels more relaxed now... completed watching the whole season of Gossip girl! SUper nice lol. Been going out every other day also, except for weekends-thats family& church day :). So disappointed when ManU drew with Chelsea... don't care, next sat they have to win!

Yesterday we watched Mirrors...its M18 for a reason @.@...eee.. freaking mi out lor..ughhh.. i'm not a fan of scary movies but its kind of a fun alternative lol. The most horrific and disgusting part was when the sister got killed in the bathtub with her jaws forcibly ripped open..eek!

I wanna say--rochor original beancurd rocks!! Yummie dou hua and egg tarts! It's the best tasting egg tarts ever lol. Located near selegie road...mmmmm thanks for showing mi there^^
Visited tm Baleno ytd, it was their stocktake day...see them doing sad lor but seems quite ok leh haha, just heard that sales not as good as before... probably missin someone's voice lor...hahaha...jk.

Niwae...i need a haircut!

experiences are forever...

Final day

2008-09-15T00:30:00.002+08:00

Final day

I went church this morning like i promised them i had to go. Yeah, alone. But so what...i honor my words. It's quite refreshing after not attending for a while... now i am able to go every week ;)

Took some pics and video, not sure if i should upload them...unless there are requests:p Been watching Gossip girl lately, yupyup, now's there's time to watch alot of shows :))

Oh...today dunno why but keep talking with Kalvin alot. Or rather, he talk to me. Was folding the $5 rubbish then he also follow. Everytime talk to him is about job and future de, its sooo depressing because it seems like he is stuck there N nowhere to go. Not that i care...but surely life is'nt just all about fun. I asked him his goal in life...same as mine..to hav a family,kids... I was thinking, if i can never raise a child with proper upbringing and a strong faith, I should'nt even try.

Not the end...but the beginning.

overflooding with tears...yes, sad...but no regrets.

Every problem solved makes one stronger

:)

Feeling...Hot N Cold

2008-09-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

Feeling...Hot N Cold

Tomorrow would be my last day of work, and closing would be Adrain, Kalvin, the 2gals and myself. Sometimes my heart really sinks low when thinking of the experiences i had here. It changed my life so much. The good and the bad. Altogether i've worked @ Baleno for about 1yr5tmths le. Alex would be working till next Friday. Today Kalvin got told off by Purence...felt kind of sorry for him since he is kind of being blackmailed. He tot i was staying for another week till stock take..bleah..wait long lol. He sian sia after Alex leave, no one to talk to le... How Chan is out of Question. No Adrain to lelong with him also haha...

But that is reality...
Can't last forever...
Unpredictable...
...and very complicated.

There's still another month before school re-opens, which means time for me to spend more time with mi Dears and do things ive always wanted to do, maybe learn the guitar haha.

Sometimes if im not careful i might turn into a workaholic. I don't want that. Life does'nt revolve around work... the worst is neglecting the things one holds dear to.
So it's time to say goodbye;)

K-box at AMK

2008-09-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

K-box at AMK

Our date for k-boxing almost got cancelled but phew, Faith managed to join in the fun with us! (Sihui, Junying and me) We took the students set with one drink, one snack and any side. Sihui became a member for us to get discounts haha.Thanks!!
It's my second time k-boxing N its just as fun hehe. OK la, i'm abit more daring to sing out lol. Really had a great time with U people! ^^

Sharon came back this week and what a scene! Wahaha. She N purence can tell can't get along, so its drama drama drama. Good also, that guy needs some telling off. HOW DARE HE CHANGE MY ROSTER. im supposed to be off on Friday! Thanks to Sharon she helped mi change. Hmph. ANyway, Sunday is definitely my LAST and FINAL day. Sorry Sharon, but i can't come back to help you in on the stock take, even if its 4hrs. I already tendered, y can't i leave in peace N wash my hands off U all? ....
I heard Kalvin coming back tm, ha. Death.place.for.him. congrats.
Counting down...4days...
I hate politics, it controls people. At least i'm learning...some people only have two sides, pretending to be friendly to gain favor and being a bitch-backstabber.
The latter is a total coward.

I'm so glad we're leaving...once and for all.

One more week...

2008-09-07T11:35:00.002+08:00

One more week...

Today im going to tender. So next Sunday would be my last working day at Baleno. It's still holiday period but at least now i can rest easy. I will have more time now to hang out, go to church and forget about reporting to that place ever. The feeling would be so different...so many memories contained.

I hope Purence doesnt change my shift this week... i gave 36hrs...with Tuesday and Friday off, later we'll see... Anyway, Hope U recover & rest well!

My cousin, Tricia, is selling clothes Now! Her Webbie:
http://chloecottage.livejournal.com

:))

Feelings of the heart.

2008-09-01T16:51:00.006+08:00

Feelings of the heart.
I just came home from lunch after working half morning @ Baleno. This morning my eyes were super puffy both Adrain & How Chan shocked haha, cos i looked like someone just bashed me up. The truth is... i've been crying almost the whole night about what my parents lectured to mi about. It's the usual things...but there's smth crucial that really hurt mi most. :X.
Something...that i want to open up to, but its hard for me to express. I'm sorry... it's going to be so, so hard. Today two ex-staff from northpoint came back to work. Thats good, because, it's time for me to leave. After last night, there's no turning back. No means no. I've neglected time for too long, ever since i came to work here. I'm tired of me overworking myself- and for what cause? It's so insane. Why is work always an excuse? I've to make a firm decision.
If i chose that something, something else must be sacrificed. I... wish i could open up to you, but its too difficult. Its overwhelming. Sadly.
Yes...! I watched a really cool fireworks display near the esplanade!! Enjoyed it sooo much!! heee.Taken about a week and ahalf ago... but its towards the ending display, also the best part!

Conversion back!

2008-08-20T21:11:00.002+08:00

Conversion back!

Monday we converted back to Crazy sales again! Was so shocked when i signed in my afternn shift. "We converting back CS today" ...i was like... WADDDDDD???!!! How to find excuse like that??? But heng, mi mom was OK- After i manage to convince her alot things haha. We did till 1am like that. So ma fan. Idiot Kalvin also never come help, only give excuse...but also gd he not here...no help anyway haha. Anna came to help though...
So many tendered liao...left Alex and i for the part-timers. Soon...YES SOON i'd be free... will i?

Sun-I don't know why i felt that way after that call.
I tried to hold back the tears but it ended up coming out from mi nose.haha. Eyes were so red. hard to hide. Never felt so lonely on the way home at night...endless streams of fear flowing down my face.

but im fine now.

Ive got many things to post! But i've to study and stop getting distracted! Especially with "Fated to Love you" and "Hot Shot" taiwan dramas out...wahhh....! Hard hard....

Im an ISFJ

2008-08-14T01:05:00.003+08:00

Im an ISFJ
Did Quiz on facebook: some points to note...
ISFJ
The Nurturer
Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

We converted to regular shop till 3.30am yesterday, so by the time reached home...4 plus already...guess wad, the next day still working at 9am haha. So i only had 2.5h of sleep. Finally converted--but wads the point...its gonna close down by Oct. I didn't attend lecture today, too tired already. Went home and slept like a pig..lol
Sway la Adrain kena hit on his feet by a really heavy stand...:( Oh...Lynne came to help out later on...haha bet she still think we don't know she and Crow together ;p

Everyone's going going gone...me as well.Very soon. Like i said...it'll be sad to leave, but worse if stayed.

Emptyness means missing something or someone that fills the piece of one's heart....

NO more presentations!

2008-08-08T10:33:00.004+08:00

NO more presentations!

Yes! But Now we've got the major exams to worry about. So glad yesterday was the last day of presenting. Especially the Japanese role play...!! We were the last group and time was really rushing out as it was towards the end of 4pm. We did quite alright haha. Here's my Jap teammates with our teacher Shigeta-sensei :)

My mom helped me take a picture of myself nerd-looking for my part..heheh.

National day im not working! BUt sian sun full shift with mr.crow. -___- . Hopefully sat can watch The Mummy. Looking forward to it :)) Reviews about the show isn't good...but i don't mind....

Just wanna be happy.

Sway or lucky???

2008-08-06T21:31:00.004+08:00

Sway or lucky???

I Thought i always escape the day when Kasper or Ah lian comes to visit the shop. HAHA no LOR...They came this morning abt 11plus! Mindy was there as well. That time working was Purence, Zinc and myself. Ha. A bit stress nv see them long time liao. (Not that i want to). By the way, Purence is the new pemernant incharge for tm till it closes ba. How to descibe him... EHHH.

First impression- 0.0 not what i expected, thought he will look super fierce but look normal, jus like any other pp on the streets. Some people catches ur attention, normal ppl don't. Niwae, he talk alot until 10am then start to pull wagon out. But the good thing is he pack the drawer until very neat...he also ask who the youngest, oldest Adrain but i forgot 2nd oldest still got how chan. I told him Canice... hahas.

I think he is those more suited for regular shop de...cos here need alot lehlong.. Aiya, He told mi abt part-time commitment whether we work just to fill in or earn money then point to Jacky shift say so little. Say wad holidays coming can commit more lor... cos the full-time no OT better for company.
I was thinking " would i still be here? "
" ...."
To me he does talk alot of sense...oh ya, Zinc ask him abt Wad happen to Wei Xiong.. Purence say he call AhFat Hp b4 and his wife answered but cant say wad happen... Made me sad...almost going to one month liao. That day if i work i will sure sad... 11th.. Monday...

OH...i watched Money No Enough2 last Sun! Funny sia some parts. Towards the ending was really sad...eyes really teared up. Ate the New Pizza@pizzahut, the one with cheese and the sausage in the bread is yummy! :)
Super cute shape.Hee.

My stomach keeps hurting nowadays...sian. Duno effect of stress or wad. Heck care la, just endure it, like i always do.

I know i always come home sitting on the bed staring at the mirror looking glum, as if there's alot of things on my head.
Truth is, there's nothing. I stare at into the mirror and its a complete blank. Not even thinking of anything.
Just taking a breather. A moment to pause. Unfortunately a moment too long cos mom caught me in a daze. Ha. Ha. Ha.

Sweating like crazy

2008-08-02T12:06:00.002+08:00

Sweating like crazy

The weather is terribly hot.
arrrrghhh...!
Just don't feel like doing anything but staying at home, But ive got to work later... yesterday night was a bad time. Such a tense atmosphere. But luckily just a moment ago it was all better.

Thank u dad for not letting mi forget abt Christian values.
Cos from the day i was born, i've always been brought up, taught with and instilled within me. Nothings going to change that. Like it or not.
Sometimes yes i feel like there's no freedom, but its this protection that keeps mi from doing everything wrong.
I understand.
Or at least im trying to.
So im praying...

for u

Delaying

2008-07-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

Delaying

It's dragging. It's just no use avoiding. Just like procrastination.
Ever just started blankly at the wall not knowing what to do, where to start?
That empty presence, the lack of a goal.
You feel like you're living day by day, just passing the time, wondering when it'll all just stop. Because you're so tired. Tired of everything. Let it all go. You want to scream at a place no one would ever hear, never wake up from a dreamless sleep, regretting the day you were ever born.

...And then you think about your family, friends and all that care. They're all the ones pulling myself together. Preventing myself from falling apart. Sometimes i don't think i deserve it, but im grateful that they're ever present :).

Mental note: Stop listening to coldplay songs! Just makes me sadder.

It's so frustrating being so indecisive.
Guess what.
I'm so tired of crying.
Maybe i shouldn't have continued working in the same place if i knew this would happen.
Then again,
I wouldn't have gotten to know U & the things I've learnt.
Plus, all the nice colleagues (well, some) that i'd never forget.

I wonder...if there were less troubles inside, i would've been able to interact more?

Sooner or later

2008-07-25T02:06:00.003+08:00

Sooner or later

Saturday would determine it. Should i stay or should i go? Choices.Decisions.Doubts.Fears.Considerations.
But i do know one thing-- it'll happen very soon. Cos it can't last forever. Something has to change, or life would be stagnant.
The memories will forever remain...though it may hurt, i will also remember happier times.

Today so many ppl visited me at workplace hahas. Thanks for visiting :)
I know my entries nowadays seem really bleak but not to worry, i'm really OK. I can't reveal anything more because i'm in doubt. Uncertain of many things.

BEcaUse i don't know who reads this

However the greatest fear inside me is already let out and confided to. I am assured. Took mi so long to say it...trust means everything.

i wonder...

if keeping a secret means u're lying to everyone else?

Blissful

2008-07-23T00:23:00.004+08:00

Blissful

Have one ever felt so weak? So helpless? Unable to comprehen the truth?
It's time to wake up from this impression of a perfect world, and realise that one can't be protected forever.
So what.
Who cares.
Why do i still keep thinking things will always be the same, hoping it would be like as before?
I need a slap back into reality.

Thank You...
Even though the future seems somewhat bleak,
we'll all get through this.
Cos i strongly believe
that as long as a glimmer of hope exists,
there is a definite chance.

headache or heartache?

2008-07-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

headache or heartache?

So many unexpected things keep occuring, one after another...since after you left. I feel like everything there is collasping, maybe even myself. Its been almost 10days and no news... just like waiting for an empty promise.

Today i didn't go for lecture because i had to study for the Bz stats test, which was a good thing as lecture was CANCELLED. hahas. yay....but still didn't have time to finish studying anyway, lol. SUper malu during test got a person called mi -.-... HENG teacher didn't say anything sia...imagine the "i don't love u" MCR ringtine starts in the middle of the test...>.<. IM GOING TO WACK the caller. haas. joking la. Niwae, it was bad news also lor.... things that i want to know but don't want to hear. Things i've tried to avoid from the beginning. Because everything else is so uncertain. So unclear. So....confusing. Feels like being trapped in a circular maze that has no opening or exit--.

sorry Elaine yesterday i was black face due to undisclosed reasons. One of which was because shop was messy N i tot we'd nv be able to finish folding all them clothes....

Please stay. Here.

In my heart

always.

so many projects

2008-07-16T09:43:00.002+08:00

so many projects

sian, there's so many projects to do.
Plus the Jap role play. I haven't done so many things.
As in things that i've always wanted to do. A wishlist. It keeps getting pushed backward. I've got a bad habit of procrastination.
I planned to pack my desk a long way back, learn guitar, go out with mi mates...
I haven't crapped about school life for some time le. haha.
Well,

I like the OB teacher- As in her sense of humor, its sarcastic but funny. Can tell she's the type that pays particular attention to details & the type one can't mess around with.Her English spoken is super good la....can be a news reporter. ;)
Our Marketing teacher looks like Christopher Lee! Really ! I like his lectures lots!
Mr. Jackson is a gd otbs teacher too, he doesn't leave us stranded or anything...helps us the best he can (:
And then there's our Bz stats teacher...Apologies, i can't remember any of the teacher's names... hmmm... the stats teacher is a newbie lor, N really,... cannot make it.

School-Life. Its simple and straight-forward. It's the other things that matter. Does one follow one's head or heart? I...

don't know.

Its never the same...

2008-07-14T20:27:00.003+08:00

Its never the same...

The only thing i feel like doing now is to go to the highest cliff and scream my lungs out. Seriously.

i need a stress ball.
A tough one

What happened

2008-07-13T09:42:00.002+08:00

What happened

I..... i-i'm trying hard to keep the endless tears from flowing. Promised myself i wouldn't cry anymore. But how can i continue without a reason...? I'm not saying anything more, not until the whole truth is out.
Kitty,lets b strong kkies :)

I'm praying for you everyday, no mater where u may be.
So please....
be ok.

take mi away

2008-07-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

take mi away

somewhere far. Away from reality.

yes,im careful about what i think.
I'm not expressive.
I'd rather keep things bottled inside.
Cos it hurts more to say it out.

lala land

2008-07-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

lala land

So different working Half morning today... There's this new relief incharge that came...crap la i keep forgetting her name! Anyway, i heard she's only worked for 1.5mths and in Bencoolen under Yvonne....WAH.We did chat a little abt stuff. Work stuff. Like urm...how the ppl's like.
Anyway, there's also this new full-timer named Zinc(easy rmb)who just started work yesterday. He's frm the same Pri sch but too bad ive got no impression of him. Can tell he super bored la.. someone mus make him talk more.. A chatty person..Ahem.
Don't know why sales was good today but 2plus signed out and ate at Mac...hahas ordered happy Meal! First time tried that. Used to think it was for kids. Well, yeah it is. I got the crane toy from kungfu panda lol. I'm glad im not an adult yet...more decisions, more responsiblilities, more changes, more stress, more drama....thats gona be a reality three years from now.
Right now...i just wanna enjoy whats left of my youth.

I wished i could.
Stop the time and freeze the moment.
I keep counting the days...but i keep forgetting the date.
A countdown that would enter our fate.

Hokkaido fair this weekend...must go and see...then again, forget it... i'll just get shoved and pushed and squashed >.>.

true personality test during work?

2008-06-28T11:06:00.002+08:00

What reveals ur personality during work?

My brother went thru a course that shows the personality one assumes during working. It is supposedly 80% true. So he let our family rate various questions from 1-4 and then did calculations...
My dad, bro and I got Stable/Steady
Mom got Influence hehe.

Stable/Steady Types:

Strengths- Diplomatic, Depenable, Efficient, Practical, Relaxed, Patient, Good listener.

General characteristics- Introvert, Loyal, Understanding, Predictable

Occupational Characteristics- Competent, Agreeable, Has Admin Abilities, AvoidsConflicts, Team Player, Loyal

Possible Weakness- Resists Change, Holds Grudges, Difficulty establishing priorities, lacks self-motivation, passive Agressive

Greatest Fear- Loss of security, Confrontation

I do agree with most of the attributes but of course...everyone changes so personality can't be the same forever. I strongly agree with the greatest fear though...i bet everyone fears that anyway. who doesn't?

haha...i'm predictable. Really? Wat happens if i did smth shocking?

im going to be sad again...

2008-06-27T18:13:00.003+08:00

im going to be sad again...

...but for a different reason this time.

But like everything else, life has to move on. One can't expect things to stay the same forever. I don't know what it would be like in the future. All i can do is predict...whether it turns out good or bad, i can only hope. hope really hard...

Not all the mid-sem scripts are out this week, left marketing and business stats which would be out next week. Good luck people! (:

....i'll update another time...kinda tired now..
Oh...thku!!!!I love DKNY apple perfume ^^ mmmMMmmmm,,,

I suddenly like apples...alot.

Canice and How Chan's birthday!

2008-06-22T13:38:00.005+08:00

Canice and How Chan's birthday!

The cake we bought for them at Qbread..just beside our shop, chocolate mocha flavour :) This time WeeSiong, his wife, Jacky, Adrain, WenBin, The two birthday gals and i were at the CC near S11 there around 11to1am hahah..He ordered 12dishes total!OMG they poor thing like me last time ate so much but they were much worse LOL. Heng mine over! Lets see if my memory fails me...he ordered...
1.Fried rice
2.Mee Goreng
3.Char kuay teow
4.Lor Mee
5.Xiao Bai Cai
6.Chilli veg dish(duno name)
7.Kangkong Chilli
8.Tofu
9.Fried Jackfruit with prawn filling
10.You tiao
11.Crispy prawn
12.Fried tofu

Happy 20th Birthday girls!!^_^...no more teenagers hehe. As u can see the pic on the right is the infamous ritual we all have to go thru...the candle stuck in the cake scene...hoho...they both managed to escape without getting messy..AT FIRST.
After that Fat smash their faces with cream!No pics hor...too messy le haha. They chase him around for revenge too XD I had to go home first though cos it was almost one so fat sent me back... and no la, my mom didn't scold cos i got pics to prove we were celebrating their birthday hahas.

Birthdays...once a year...cherish the moment. Cos the same thing may not happen again.Twice.

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2008-06-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

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Ive got a new nickname...again. I'm not gonna say out =X.
Today after work we went to try N find Canice and How chan's birthday present..Thought of getting perfume for Canice but seems like she doesn't use..or does she? Takes so long to decide what to get haha. In the end just wait till tmr ;p. The DKNY apple one is sooo nice!!! Fragrant sia! It costs $88 for the medium one and 120 for the larger one.hmmmm.... i don't like shopping at night..its so crowded!
And it seems like the sky gets darker and darker every minute...
But i'm fine cos i know i'm not alone.Not anymore.(:

Can't stop laughing... couldn't do so for a long time...

Out shopping!

2008-06-19T23:43:00.017+08:00

Tired but fun this time.

Went out with Joce today! To Orchard Cine and then to far east. At cine we had the suki sushi buffet...ate until so full almost exploding =X Same as last time haha. Saw some previews of movies that are about to be shown soon too...
Pictures...!

Next time we should go KTV yupp...must remember :) So full and tired though after shopping around... definitely retail terepy haha...

Promise me.My birthday wish.

father's day

2008-06-16T01:23:00.002+08:00

Father's Day

I got him a Nike shirt.Again.LOL. I think his wardrobe is full of it already. Hahaha...
Niwae Happy Fathers Day to all Dads out there!!

Let it be a secret. Between us.