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Saturday, July 04, 2009

July 4th.

Another music icon died this week. MJ. Came as a shock to the people around the world... 50 isn't an old age. With all the consistent use of drugs pumped into him, his body tried its best to survive. I wonder if he mentally didn't have the willpower to live anymore...
The mind itself is a powerful tool.
In the end, he died because of his own doing.

Today dropped by Bedok for dinner. The carrot cake (black) from the coffeeshop near interchange is really delicious and sinful but sometimes things are meant to be enjoyed and shared :) There's this ban mian stall at another coffeeshop past MrBean which has really nice broth and it really brought back memories. haha...
It's quite hard to forget though. I wonder... ...
I should stop right there. yep.

Headed to church thereafter. I like Pastor Rony's messages. It always fills me up spiritually. I may feel tired and weak as a whole but a filled-spirit helps me through the day... so happy we finally went on time and sat upstairs haha, otherwise it was always at the basement. The Niwa sushi next to the bubbletea shop has really nice sushi going at an offer of 'buy3 get 1 free'. It's not bad, definitely better than the Bedok one.

I need a hug...
Just want to be comforted.
Make that many many hugs...

11:37 PM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Goodbye Uncle..

Yesterday was Uncle Snow's last day at IE Singapore. Him leaving would have a larger impact on me cos he sits directly in front of me :P Everyday crapping around hahaha..

Talking about this and that. Annoying each other. haha.

I would surely miss that.

Now my desk consists of only me- With the new girl coming in tml. I know it won't be the same. Well, life goes on. I really wish the old man the best in his new place-- perhaps one day we will cross paths? haha. Maybe i can work under him! haha. =p

So as a final gift, i bought him Cadbury Chocs from Coca Trees... I received TimTams from him! :) haha. The other temp colleagues gave him a parting gift as well- really hilarious, an empty box filled with shredded paper with our notes attached to items inside. hehe. Uncle brought his camera he got from IT fair and took photos and Videos! Waiting for him to send it over FB^^

Today i did something i thought would never do.

I said what i said cos i wanted to be free.

It felt alot better.

Sometimes i wish someone closer knew-

but then,

why spare the ~~pain~~trouble?

Don't ask what's on my mind.

I cannot express myself face-to-face.

There's so many things encaged inside,

words that i am unable to speak.

Won't it be better looking at a smile on my face?

.....

10:06 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Drag me to hell

This movie is hilarious!!! And also scary at the same time....

The sudden burst of noise in stone slience never fails to give me a shock of my life.

It's like getting a heart attack over and over again -.-

After a point in time everyone must be thinking...

"Die, u freaking old bitc*!!"

Cos the crazy disgusting and eerie old woman keeps haunting her!
I feel for the Main character though, she was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. She had the chance to pass the curse to her rival but she could'nt bring herself to it.

So..should you watch it? hmm... only if u think old people scares the hell out of u. Haha. And endings are always not a happy ending. LOL.

Father's Day is around the corner-June 21st. This coming Sunday...

:) Can't wait for another special day!

12:17 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Went skin clinic today. Took so bloody long to consult the doctor+payment+collecting medicine. Had 1/2 day off, wanted to take full day but mom advised not to since the appointment was at 2pm. Arrgh till 4.30pm! Long!... Hope my face gets better using the cream as advised...clearer, smoother skin! haha..

Anyway, did'nt update since birthday haha.. Had a really nice day watching movie and a great dinner at a nice restuarant(: Thank You all who wished and or gave me gifts! Yummy cake haha Ate it at office:P

Uncle won't be working at IE soon:( Now no one to talk crap with... hai. LOL. All the best to him in his other job... and happy birthday too^^

I've got alot of things to write but no time, gotta do work.... haha some other time(:

feeling tired.

Just do.
so tired of everything....

can't think straight anymore.
Want to steal some time alone.

Away from every problem,
every difficulty,
every mistake,
every negativity

and every tear shed.

I hate being torn into two.
By choosing one side the other is sacrificed.
Dragging a guilty load...
Do u know how heavy it feels?

8:53 PM

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Happy Birthday...

A countdown to my turning 19...(:
Do i get 19 wishes?
I'd give up a million wishes to make that single wish come true.
It's not a selfish one.
I assure you.

So Goodbye to being 18.
The past year had lots of ups and downs.
One of the more emotional moments i've ever felt.
Nonetheless it also brought be the happiest ones.
Thank u.

11:25 PM

Monday, May 25, 2009

Realise

Today someone made me realize another point about myself.
It makes me feel frustrated, but thats the way i am.

Why isit that i absolutely agree with everything they say
but in my heart i just don't?

Do you know why?

Cos within rules a rebellious ego. One which hates following and doing what's right.
Tired of being a follower. It wants its own freedom.

All this pressure from different sides are'nt helping at all.
I need a long long walk.
Otherwise i'd drown in grief.
Just for a moment.

I'd be fine in the morning.
I've got other things to distract me.

11:09 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Coldplay

I like their songs.
It makes me feel calm and peaceful.
My tear ducts are sensitive to their tunes.
Don't let me hear them when i'm alone.

Cause you'd only see deep emotions pouring out.
From within.

1:48 PM